Married? Unhappy?

I cant go on like this. I cant ignore this emptiness in my life.
Im not married but I am in a relationship that I cant break- its hard to explain.
Please dont be judgmental - I dont want to listen to any ones advice.
What I need is someone how under the same or similar situation so we can help each other out.
I do not want to sleep around with many people Im looking for the right woman who has the same needs as I.
I want romance, understanding, care.
I want to feel like a teenager in love again.
I know you are out there. This is not a hook for a website or a prostitute Im the real thing.
Im very cute and educated and would have no trouble finding a woman if I was free.
Living without love is like not living at all. fdogomez35 (at) yahoo